today was the day-off for the good O-level results! finally... but wasn't as productive as i wanted it to be. running, check. singing, check. homework, eh... half check. study, quarter check. i'm fucked up i swear. SOMEONE PLEASE STUDY WITH ME. i need someone to motivate me by studying with me... anyone please?

now got chinese tuition on tuesday with joel... and camera + school + funny teachers+ crazy classmates = SUPER FUN PHOTOS!!! ahaha!! got to video lky do loads of ZULUS!!! haha. if you don't know what's that, i'll tell you next time.

i've got a feeling that i'm gonna be the only one at the meeting tomorrow, and that i'm gonna be the next one to get the flu virus that has been flying around my friends. PLEASE. i need some time to catch up with my homework... i'm so screwed tomorrow

see you when i see you. and thanks for the invite

B4 for normal chinese might not make the cut. this is the final straw. someone told me not to worry 'cause it's just a stepping stone and that i tried my best, but like loads of other stuff in my life, i know i didn't try my hardest.

congrats to those happy with their results, condolences to those who aren't, and "WHATEVER" to those thru-train.

i'm keeping my macbook in my closet for now till i really need to use it. so don't expect to see me as often as usual. see you when i see you.

thanks natalie low :)

first week of school was terrible for me... already super tired on tuesday though i had 8 good hours of sleep... i guess continuously sleeping for 12 hours every day during the hols isn't that good if you can't adapt back to 8 hours fast...

'cause of the sec one camp, missed loads of lessons and have to catch up on homework... but DAMN SIAN TO DO LEH. sec one camp was kinda boring for me, 'cause i was stuck with rong kang and xian wei at one game for the entire 2 days i was there, so we ended up explaining, playing and debriefing about 27+ times... ARGH. the lucky guys could play handball with the classes... wednesday night came home at 10pm with jon leong, zhong yi and john after dinner at this damn nice prawn mee place close to school. watched youtube until 3++, then went to sleep... AND WOKE UP LATE. had to chiong breakfast and chiong to school. then on thursday came home at 9pm, bathe and slept straight away in the end didn't do any work for the whole 2 days... like wtf.

servers meeting on friday was great, but i hope to see more people turn up next time... so much admin work to do tonight...

yesterday finished maths, but i still got english, chinese and bio hmwk to finish. got chem test this week too... ryan stayed over yesterday to keep me company since my parents were gone for the past 3 days. home alone! haha... did loads of (failed) covers, but i posted one which is psycho girl by busted. enjoy!



gotta chiong for guitar class now...

HAPPY NEW YEAR. senior year is finally here. get ready for the ride.

31st was great. starbucks with ryan, then sabs came, then ryan left after lunch. went to bras basah to get her contacts, then bus-ed to justin's place for the nyd party. well, it was more like a gathering and dinner. fun playing twister, taking pictures of people playing twister, getting whacked in the nuts for taking pictures of people playing twister, then finding elephant boxers in justin's laundry basket :P haha.

food was good, company was good. around 11.30 bus-ed home with sabrina. well actually we started walking to the bus stop then, so my first ever new year's day not at home was on the bus ride home with sabs. haha. walk home was refreshing, and decided to do the message-everybody-you-can thing. hehe. had like loads of messages after that.

1st morning woke up late... then went to j8 to meet ryan, sabs and cabrini(who was also late...). bought some food, then bus-ed to ECP. suppose to go to sentosa, but after much consultation from kelly, ben byrne and andrea the previous night, we didn't want to spend the morning at the beach which was sand mixed with booze, vomit and a whole other lot of crap, so ECP it was.

taught sabrina to cycle(which was faster than expected! :X)! thank god no more 2 people bike... cycled from the shop to the pier, then stopped under some shade, laid down the ground sheet and just slacked there. me and ryan wanted to tan a bit, but cabrini sorta couldn't stand THE SIGHT, so we just talked, took LOADS of pictures and videos of each other throwing peanuts into our mouths. haha. lots of fun! cycled back, ate a little at BK, then bus-ed back to sabs house for a bit. i left for home first cause i had to serve mass, but met ryan at the bus stop! haha... found another website called "igotnotv.com" thanks cabrini and ryan! ZOMBIELAND WAS DAMN FUNNY!!

saturday sent my bro and sis off at the airport... sorry i left early guys! take care ya! mrt-ed from changi to city hall for jeremy's birthday lunch which was great! except for this big fat asshole who couldn't shut up and stop being gay... :X anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY! shit... why are you sixteen already??? some of the guys made this concoction of soya sauce, milk, sugar, cherry, breaksticks and A LOT OF TOBASCO. damn sick... but wth. luckily no one drank it. walked around at raffles place, then bus-ed with nathan and claire towards church for mass. SWENSONS FOR DINNER! YAY :D! damn shiok sia. the soup is awesome... thanks mum and dad!

watched sherlock homles with ryan on sunday which was AWESOME. action + ingenuity is one of the best combinations for a movie.

school has started... and i already feel tired in school... AW MAN. I'M SCREWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWED!!!

yesterday was awesome. didn't sleep on monday chiong-ing a birthday present... fingers damn pain from folding all the roses sia. did about 360? aimed at 400... but i guess i couldn't do all in time. on monday didn't eat lunch... then went to thomson plaza at 3pm+ to meet ryan. bought starbucks and talked a bit. bought the jar, then he came to my house to reteach me how to fold the roses. guitar-ed, gossiped with him and sis, then he left when i left for dinner.

dinner at grandparents' house, talked quite a bit with my relatives, then went home and continued. did from 10.30pm to about 2pm. damn fun just continuously listening to masterpiece theater over and over again about 5-6 times? each time about 45 min, so you do the maths. did about 100 that night. WOO!

woke up about 10.30. then just sit in front of tv do. lunch-ed fried rice my parents and sister brought back from the club. bro went out to brunch. then ryan came over for god knows what reason, but thanks for the support man. he left about 5, then i had to stop at 6.30, got ready for servers' meeting, then met marcus, nick chan, jon baldwin, jacob and jon chng at tp. bought some stuff, then walked to church.

meeting ended about 9.30. really productive. can't wait for the servers to rise up to glory once again. walked to tp and folded while waiting for ryan. left at 10.30 to the place. came about 30mins early, so practiced the song and finished everything before going up and doing it.

after everything, and much heart-thumping and doing the near-impossible, cabbed back to ryan's place, ate some maggi mee while watching american pie :P

woke up at 8.45 even though alarm was at 7.15... then chiong-ed to school for meeting, which ended 2 hours late... like WTF?!?! lan-ed at tampines, then bus-ed all the way to my grandma's house for JIAO ZI! WOOHOO!! THANKS POPO!!!

while on the bus, i gave myself my first diagnosis:
HEARTBROKEN

Causes:
1) Intense emotional experience
2) Loss of something loved

Symptoms:
1) Internal pain felt at the chest; may cause person to cringe down
2) Loss of ability to smile sincerely and/or causes fake smiles
3) Unexplained random shivering even at room temperature
4) Person may seclude himself from others for prolonged periods of time (depending on the type of person and the seriousness of the condition)

Cures:
1) Still searching for possible cures that do not affect the person's personality...

Happy birthday to you
From the guy who's lucky to have met you.
It's 2 days to the new year, and 5 days to the school year,
But I know it's enough for you.

This may be quite simple,
but it's written just for you.
And one last thing I have to tell you
Is that i really, truly do,
I love you


AW MAN. I'M HOOKED ON SING SING!

it's not wonder iiiiiiii~~~~'m not eating, iiiiiiii~~~'m not sleeping

then i can't remember the rest... thanks amelia!

today was great. picked up lunch and went to my paternal grandparents' house for their anniversary lunch with aunts, uncles and cousins. rather fun talking and catching up since we don't meet up as often as before. like we used to eat together on sunday nights, but now it's only for special occasions. damn sad.

around 2.30 left their place alone and took bus down to cathay. one hour bus ride + mrt ride from changi... wah sei. thank god i brought the book ryan lent me. at least something to make the time past faster.

planned to reach there before 4 and meet up with alvina, syamir, amelia, desiree and nick, then watch sherlock holmes. but ARGH!!! THEY BOUGHT ALVIN TICKETS INSTEAD!!! apparently alvina and desiree wanted to watch chipmunks, and only amelia was for sherlock... so ARGH! ben and jerry's and talked for an hour till the movie at 5... great to catch up with syamir. wish more SHR people came... it was more of a athenarts + one SHR meet up lar... damn sad.

the movie was... sorta irritating. a little funny. but not worth the 10 bucks... damn it. anyway, syamir went to lan after that, so the rest of us went to mrt to serangoon. nick left at serangoon mrt, then alvina, amelia, desiree and me went to kovan and took bus to serangoon garden circus. ate macs for dinner, then just hanged around there till 9+. planned to go to amelia's place, but she didn't bring her keys out... so wanted to go to desiree's place, but there were people there. then wanted to go to playground, but desiree was waiting for her bf... so we decided to wait for him to come and help us get some vodka from 7-11. but... he kinda ditched her, and after half an hour, we left her waiting and went to amelia's place(since her family was already home). supposed to have some vodka there, but apparently it ran out, so we just talked till alvina's parents gave me a lift to amk hub.

sorry alvina. your first drink will have to wait. i'll treat you your first time okay?

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

the best album so far i swear. great songs, and the last song is a mix of all the songs together. really well done. please spread the name of marianas trench as far as possible! i got the cd from my sis who came back from canada! i wanna try to help their albums make it to singapore! go canada!
if you want the songs, please don't download. get the cd from me.
PLAY IT WHILE YOU READ MY BLOG AND OTHERS' BLOGS!

yesterday came home from the sings' house at 1+, but slept at 2 'cause my bro was hogging the toilet... woke up at 8.30 and left the house at 9 after super chiong packing and bathing, then went to pick up nathan and nigel, after that... OFF TO SENTOSA!!! awesome fun!

sun-taned(which was an epic fail...), played with sand(digging trenches like old times) and just talked cock for 2+ hours. lunch-ed and walked around vivo after that, then came home around 4+. mass then went to claudia's place for her party. food was awesome, especially the ribs. thanks uncle and aunty! and claudia! left early around 10...

i can't believe you actually use the word "hate" on your friends so lightly; don't you ever think about how others feel?
bitch

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